something to gain something to lose
until you make that decision
you can't have it all
it is not going to happen
.
.
.
selling your soul to the darkness or
stay in light for whatever reason

YES!!! LAST WEEK OF CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I


NEED



MY




FOOD.




CAN'T



WAIT




TO



TRAVEL.




.............still got thesis to do. the sad story of my life.

love lost in the fog
it is was love
i shouldn't have started things
from the moment that
we first met
this pain doesn't know how to stop
i held the tears back deep in my heart
when they flow down my two sunken cheeks
my love is now lost in the fog
if it was love
i shouldn't have started things
from the moment that
we first met
this pain doesn't know how to stop
i held the tears back deep in heart
when they flow down my two sunken cheeks
my love is now lost in the fog
if it was love
i shouldn't have started things
from the moment that
we first met
this pain doesn't know how to stop
i held the tears back deep in my heart
when they flow down my two sunken cheeks
my love is now lost in the fog
my love is now lost in the fog

A Song of Sanga The wind is silently silently blowing Are you a lonely woman Are you a lone woman The lost dream left only a heartrending scar Ah ah ah ah ah ah At the tearful night sad because of indelibleness Sanga alone is crying The wind is silently silently blowing Are you a lonely woman Are you a lone woman The lost dream left only a heartrending scar Ah ah ah ah ah ah At the tearful night sad because of indelibleness Sanga alone is crying

that night
she look straight to my eyes and she utter the exact words
"i can't do it. i don't remember. i don't know how to terawih. i search for it but i cannot find it" looking so flustered and broken.
that moment how i don't know it will be a time in life that i'll never forget
it brokes my heart to every pieces that it could. seeing that strong lady at lost and seeing her so broken her pride and ego just crumbles. it must hurt. that strong lady is not strong anymore. what saddening is she realize that and it hurt her so much. i could just feel her pain. seeing her staring blankly to nothingness and looking so lost when i am talking to her because she don't understand anything. the pain it's killing me too. seeing her crumble making me crumble too. but i can't. i have to give the strength. the strength that i don't even have. but i have to. i have to. crying even if you must, you have to do whatever. be that strength for her to hold on to.