that night
she look straight to my eyes and she utter the exact words
"i can't do it. i don't remember. i don't know how to terawih. i search for it but i cannot find it" looking so flustered and broken.
that moment how i don't know it will be a time in life that i'll never forget
it brokes my heart to every pieces that it could. seeing that strong lady at lost and seeing her so broken her pride and ego just crumbles. it must hurt. that strong lady is not strong anymore. what saddening is she realize that and it hurt her so much. i could just feel her pain. seeing her staring blankly to nothingness and looking so lost when i am talking to her because she don't understand anything. the pain it's killing me too. seeing her crumble making me crumble too. but i can't. i have to give the strength. the strength that i don't even have. but i have to. i have to. crying even if you must, you have to do whatever. be that strength for her to hold on to.