japan is just stunning

togetsukyo bridge

arashiyama. togetsukyo bridge

this is the moment where i feel like i am relive my anime moment

the house mostly all like this. semua petak2..rumah nobita. everything is cute in japan

Arashiyama. forgot wth the name of this beautiful garden.

qadha post....hehe.
janji nak post daily for one month kan. hehe
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japan is awesome!!
really awesome!
super awesome!
unassumingly brilliance
just stunning
japan stole the little heart i have
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like living a dream
everything just seems like my childhood
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i have a bestfriend
his name is Totoro
he made my childhood less lonely
i may have conversation with him more than i have with any human being when i was a kid
and life happen
i forgot
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japan just bring me back all that memories
there's time i almost cries
my heart just felt so warm
like seeing an old friend
......errr but pergi bergroupkan, opkos la xleh nangis. giler penat nak explain. nangis dalam hati jelah. say hye and say bye.
i do see you. i do feel you. that i did
it's great to meet you again in this life. friend

-grayshot-
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always.
10 years. i never knew someone can cry for 10 years
such a miserable fate.
it is a fate.
just keep trying to live.
she never fail to smile. good.
but she cries every night.
when she forgot. something will pull her back to keep her feet on the ground. keep her bearing right. set her heart straight. set her sight forward
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people fled the war to have a better life.
how do you fled the war inside you?

it comes and goes

painfully fighting the desire to date. hope can bring the doom for someone like me. love is not for me. but it doesn't mean i don't yearn for it. sometimes i wonder if i'll ever feel like what other people feel. what love is. will i be able to enjoy it? how does it feel to be like by someone you like? how does it feel to yearn and long for someone you adore and wanted. how does it feel feel to be loved by someone you love? all this makes one looking for someone. unfortunately my sanity keeping me in check. don't make the same mistake thrice.

welp belogie me is super tired and busy..why so busy.  anyway cannot wait for this saturday. ahak ahak very rare me is excited. Japan making me excited. cannot wait!!! all i could think of wanna eat a lot of japanese food. sushi sushi sushi sushi sushi. habis duit utk mkn tapee demi jepun. hahaha

Pretty woman, walking down the street
Pretty woman, the kind I like to meet
Pretty woman
I don't believe you, you're not the truth
No one could look as good as you

Mercy

Pretty woman, won't you pardon me?
Pretty woman, I couldn't help but see
Pretty woman
That you look lovely as can be
Are you lonely just like me?

Wow

Pretty woman, stop a while
Pretty woman, talk a while
Pretty woman, give your smile to me
Pretty woman, yeah, yeah, yeah
Pretty woman, look my way
Pretty woman, say you'll stay with me

'Cause I need you, I'll treat you right
Come to me baby, be mine tonight

Pretty woman, don't walk on by
Pretty woman, don't make me cry
Pretty woman, don't walk away, hey...
OK

If that's the way it must be, OK
I guess I'll go on home, it's late
There'll be tomorrow night, but wait—
What do I see?

Is she walking back to me?
Yeah, she's walking back to me
Oh, oh, pretty woman
-roy orbison-

everytime

why am i from mars @#$%^&*!!!

ouh i missed one day. welp life happen
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muka cantik subhanallah
sayang
nilainya diri hanya lah 700
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baik budi pekerti
sayang
duniawi di utamakan
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who am i to judge.
it's her life
it's her path
belakang nya tidak kita tahu
we see what we were shown
we see what chose to see
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moga sejahteralah hidupnya
moga di ampun dosaku
si penongkat dagu pendengar cerita

you're long on hair but short on brain - movie line
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whoever made the line. thank you. you just give me a new way of saying stupid to some people.
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we start early today aren't we.
there's a lot of things human always amaze me in many different ways.
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sharing of knowledge is such a beautiful things. at least to me or maybe because of my weirdness.
but sharing knowledge seems such a bad thing for some.
sad truth.
how unfortunate that i can see this too clearly.
given the chance i would share whatever in my brain...maybe a bit too much.
sadly not many find it interesting.
sadly many find it stupid
sadly many find it as an opportunity to get personal profit
how unfortunate on you..
i lose nothing but you lose a friend's trust
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very few things i hate but-
one of them is judgement.
why don't we just leave to God. it's his job.
and with today's lifestyle so many human love to be god.
not only be but believing they are one.
you don't have to say it to make you one
your action shows.
your words shows
how unfortunate that i can see this too clearly
more than i should.
understanding things more than you should is very tiring
and that is it. as i am but a wind


am not saint. so many flaws so many lacking so many stupidity and so are you.

almost forgot...but still sempat. jyeahhh the effort is unbelievable. lol
anyway. about jerk.
everyone is a jerk.
don't say you are not. then you would be that one obnoxious little devil.
simple jerk-ness everybody does you open a shampoo bottle or toothpaste or pen or anything available in the store that you find the need to "check" then once you're done. you didn't take the one that you already prodding...you take another one that still in nice wrapping. brand new. <---- that's a jerk for you.

welp that's for today. my brain is very limited. writing for my proposal has consumed most of my sanity.
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updated with a complete sentence. my brain just fail on me.

whoever create him i just wanna say - genius mate pure genius!
i love him! my next favourite baddie after maleficent of course.
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i can watch him and laugh all day everyday. never a big fan of despicable me. but because of you bratt i'll watch. i am waiting patiently.

i got nothing. my brain is just very limited.

feels like been blogging for ages belogie. but nope it's only my fourth after the daily blogging quest started.
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am on my sem break so yeah lots of free time. me being fat potato.
going to japan end of this month. so no blogging more exploring
more outside than inside which is good. get the body working bitch
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then china on mac
work
work
work
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bridesmaid on may
this is scarier than going on a roller coaster
eeeerrrrrrr how did end up up here
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hoping for a jogja maybe in may also or after raya hmmm
hopeful for a lot of travelling this year.
thailand, vietnam, filipino
let see how far can we go huh belogie. *my sisters gonna kill me*
job hunt. maybe not maybe yes
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finish my mba
phd?
maybe?
where?
when?
my mom?
scholarship?
job?
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a lot of thinking need to be done.
adult life sucks

 I think you just weren't ready before.”

 “Weren't ready for what? Sex?”

 Farren shook her head. “Weren't ready to love, or be loved.
You had to wait until it was right."

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it got me thinking hard.
i guess i am in good place right belogie. i hate thinking. it used a lot of my energy. then again i hate everything.
me = a bundle of oddness
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people been asking
mostly everyone i met.
i don't have boyfriend/girlfriend/partner/whatever
and yes i don't want it.
is it that weird?
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i know nothing about "love" but wanting someone when you are lonely is not love. that's boredom. what happen when you get bored by that person too?
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welp i wouldn't deny the fact that i am odd
when everyone was crazy wanting boyfriend/girlfriend
me is crazy over the new ps2 games
when everyone crazy on having a crush and go out dating
me is happily stay at home and panjat pokok jambu and feel super accomplish------> age 15
*i am still so proud*

MMM HMMMM

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down

Seasons came and changed the time
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down

Music played and people sang
Just for me the church bells rang

Now he's gone, I don't know why
And 'till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down

HOW ON EARTH SOMEONE CAN CRY AND STILL LOOK PRETTY?! IT ISN'T FAIR INDEED

a post a day. agak agak boleh consistent x?
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daily blogging. agak agak mampu ke.
jawapan nya tidak.
tapi kita try okay kita try.
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i don't even know what i did on 2016.
i forgot most of the memories that i wish i remember
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i miss a lot on opportunities
and i should learn to appreciate things more
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hopefully this can make reflect more on myself.
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even tho i know most of the post will be in draft state later on.
at least i do something,
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most importantly lets try to be more positive. optimistic and happy!
simple and content.
and yes travel lots and lots
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duit kat mana duit kat mana duit where you at?!

Eargasm.
nothing can describe this song better than this word.
The video is the best visual of a sound i've ever seen.



"I am always awkward. But now I am awkward with style" - Christine

so i have this weird urge to write
so many thought
it comes and goes
i ain't super human--i forgot
i want to preserve it
cause one day
forgotten.
illness no human kind can run from
knowledge is power if it can be saved from the human forgetfulness
and thus i write-
how different we are
how views and personalities made us us
still--we cannot run from damaged and damaging
we move in circular
leaving our trace
marking whatever there is-
a journey worth the lifetime?
maybe not..whom to measure?
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i wrote this so many month ago...remain a draft. i guess this is a good start for 2017. me and belogie me and you. let see what 2017 bring us.
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one ask me why you being poetry..
me: no. this is me writing. this is how my brain works. i am far from a poet. i don't have other ways of expressing my thought than the way i express it. it is as it is.