I really do belong in hell.
I dont even know what to do. I do what i feel like doing. I am so sorry mother. I am not a good daughter. I've turn into this monster. I hate everything. Including maybe you too. I don't even know what is what anymore. I can't. I am not nice. I know you are sick but i seriously dont know how to handle you. I know i am wrong. U deserve better. I dont have the patience. I cannot. I just cant.
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The sad part is
I know what am doing is not right
But i dont know how else am i suppose to handle you.
This is messing with my head.
I can't even stand it. Hearing your voice
Why am i like this

the beast in me is growing.