we used to look in the mirror and ask who is that? 

i look like that?

we can never see us inside. for some reason we can never see us. that person is non existence inside. most of the inside is filled with this void. this blank space. that by day became very heavy...

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she used to cry every night to sleep

she used to question her existence everyday

she still feel empty

but she is trying to live this life.

for once she want to stay alive.

for once she start hoping again. 

a very small hope.

hope that she can stay alive without being miserable.

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we need to work this together 

we really need to communicate better.

whatever you're feeling we need to communicate better.

we can do this.

well we are trying right now aren't we?!

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for once stop being a controlling bitch

for once stop trying to be perfect

for once!

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can you at least stop being too sarcastic?

for once?

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for once please stop fighting..

be nice.

be nicer to ourselves.

opinions is amazing but be nice

is it too much to ask?

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this went haywire so fast