I really do belong in hell. I dont even know what to do. I do what i feel like doing. I am so sorry mother. I am not a good daughter. I've turn into this monster. I hate everything. Including maybe you too. I don't even know what is what anymore. I can't. I am not nice. I know you are sick but...
the beast in me is growing. how long will this little heart survive. i am sorry. the fight is too tiring. i tried. the beast is me i love it as much. . . i don't want to get depress and i didn't for a while now. but it is at a cost i am losing my heart . . allah is the...
