how long will this little heart survive.

i am sorry.

the fight is too tiring.

i tried.

the beast is me i love it as much.

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i don't want to get  depress and i didn't for a while now.

but it is at a cost

i am losing my heart

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allah is the only listener i have. allah is the only focal point i ever had and will always have.

but i am not good. i am sorry.

but i really do love you.

everything is just too much. i am just tired.