There's always two sides

The inside

The outside

It's polar opposite

Too different

Sometimes it's too much

Then you became the spectator of the two side

It gets confusing

Everything went ambiguous so fast you barely grasp it--

It's scary..

The inside is loaded with differences 

So many angle

So many perspective

So many individuality 

The inside in one word is -- scary.

..

The outside is simple

Straightforward 

Easy

Nothing.

Too much nothingness it hurt

It's more hurt seeing it and realising how nothing it is. Empty

The outside is one word is -- scary.