well where to start... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm big hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i love white roses and for the last 21 years of living i had receive three white roses ooppsss from my beloved dearest friend okai.. and i am supposed to feel happy or at the very least over zealous. however i don't. i am so so very very sorry. i want to. really want to. but i don't. i...

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none the less you see what you want to see. you feel what you want to feel. we left when we feel like its time to leave. its gone. i'm positive. its better that way. its painful and i think God finally hear me out. now it felt-- nothing.  i am done.  how people use to say time cure the wound and eventually...

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