none the less you see what you want to see. you feel what you want to feel.
we left when we feel like its time to leave. its gone. i'm positive.
its better that way. its painful and i think God finally hear me out. now it felt-- nothing.

how people use to say time cure the wound and eventually we'll get over it. well no. they are totally wrong. or either they are lying to themselves just to make an excuse to live. time doesn't cure anything. its you.
you want to be cured you decide. i don't feel it anymore. in fact i don't feel anything anymore other than the basic.
 i cry. i smile. i laugh. but its not there anymore. i guess its time.
its time to say byebye.


i feel the reality now--
 my speech is done. i no longer have words to write.
its painful yet there are no single blood.
we move on we live.

how people say life is short so live fully while you can.
well i am glad its short. its already hard enough.
grateful as i can.
thankful as i can be.
but i am merely human.
i am not and i don't want to be perfect.
i screwed up.
i am living. still.




don't think about it so you can live. not running away. just trying to survive.