People call it bipolar disorder. One minute you're happy as if nothing wrong.. people call it manic.the next minutes you feel empty.. as sarah silverman says it's like being homesick but you're at home.and people call it depression. It's tiring.too tiring. You love being alone too much. The comfort of your own bubble. People said you don't open up. Tbh people never ask. People say you look fine. Well i am fine technically I'm just tired. What are you tired of? Nothingness..emptiness..hollowness.