sometime i wonder
is it because of me my mother became like this
sometime i wonder
is it because i left my mother alone she became like this
sometime i wonder
is it because i don't care enough of my mother that she became like this
sometime i wonder
if i realize a bit earlier maybe my mother won't be like this
sometime i self blame a lot
sometime feels like it is all my fault
sometime feels like it is not enough
i should've done better
it could've been better
sometime i feels all that
sometime i wonder about all that
sometime..