maybe one dayi could see myself in different lightmaybe one dayi could smile at myselfmaybe one dayi less hate myselfmaybe one dayi could see the beauty in myselfmaybe one day maybe one dayi could see myself in different lightmaybe one dayi could smile at myselfmaybe one dayi less hate myselfmaybe one dayi could see the beauty in myselfmaybe one day ...
we used to look in the mirror and ask who is that? i look like that?we can never see us inside. for some reason we can never see us. that person is non existence inside. most of the inside is filled with this void. this blank space. that by day became very heavy....she used to cry every night to sleepshe used to question her...
Pray is all i didFor few months i am stuckI just became unproductive and just cannot do anything. I tried and it's just not workingFeeling burnout. Lead to feeling unproductive. Lead to self hate. Lead to depression. All i did for few months is nothing. That's all i feel. I just couldn't bring myself to do my thesis or my work. It's painful to...
some things seems so unreachablethis is not some fancy fantasythis is for something as easy as getting up and moveit's hardgo out.. do somethingit's hardno motivation and no mood how are you to go out and do something when you just dont have the motivation. it is a lot easy to call it lazybut it's painful when you are fully aware of your self and...
There's always two sidesThe insideThe outsideIt's polar oppositeToo differentSometimes it's too muchThen you became the spectator of the two sideIt gets confusingEverything went ambiguous so fast you barely grasp it--It's scary..The inside is loaded with differences So many angleSo many perspectiveSo many individuality The inside in one word is -- scary...The outside is simpleStraightforward EasyNothing.Too much nothingness it hurtIt's more hurt seeing it and realising how...
We're figuring things out. We'll manage.I don't know how but We'll manageWe always does.It is a lonely journey either wayWith or without therapyI am tired of all this.I'll just do whatever comes.I won't be badI am too coward to be one.I won't be goodI'm too tainted to be one.I'll just manage.It is a lonely road regardless.There's nothing.It's empty.It's not bad. It's just nothing....
It's been functioning fineSupposedly fineUntil it is not-Shockingly it learnt that it is brokenIt never once see it comingNever knew it is broken all alongWhen?How?Where?What happen?-NothingAnd nothingNothing came to its knowledge It took a long time for it to seeIt took a long time to figure it outMaybe notBut somethingSomething's brokenThe robot finally learn It is nothing but a maskAn escape A mask everyone's wearThen the...
