The next we break our own heart

Then a voice screaming in my head...

So what can I do?

Betrayal is a feeling only one can feel

Like a wave come hitting on the rock splashing and shattering itself

Is it naivety or stupidity

So what can I do?

Waiting on another day to come

And another day goes by

Missing someone and someplace that's never there

So what can I do?

Giving one's heart to another

but fate have it's own mind

being together is never

So what can I do?

Looking back

Mistakes and regret 

never fail to haunt

Will I ever be free?

Self hate and depress 

become good friend

So what can I do?

Knock down again and again
Pick myself back up
everything seems faints
Too tired to fight
too numb to feel
So what can I do--

Beautiful thought colouring the dreams
noting that nothing last forever
despair and sadness come sitting next to me
You are my world
then you leave never coming back--
So what can I do?

The rush make you feel alive
passing through beautiful life--
An old lady waiting by the side
time is not kind nor is it healing
She rose her head looking for a ride
And I--
Her back must hurt
her skin must be burning
nothing looks comfy.
For that 2 second..hopelessly wondering
nothing just nothing
just like the wind--
So what can I do?

What can I possibly do?

Oh beautiful life.