today i lost it.
no more.
so close.
all i could think of
last wish.
again and again i thought what's my last wish
last food to taste
last thing to do
one last thing
.
please no more.
.
god don't give up
but i do

for so long she's been holding to this tiny winy rope
and she don't have the desire no more
it's driving her crazy.
.
she have a talk
the talk.
with a friend
because she can't talk her self over no more
.
god don't give up
but i do
.
she don't want to go home
it doesn't feel like home
it's not home
.
allah maha pengampun
you can do this. fight
.
how she wish she can.
.
i guess that's  her last wish


fight.