is that all what we are?





i spaced a lot. i can't help it. it's like my brain just fall in a loop and just got caught up. as if time stop
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does anyone ever know who you are?
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they said i am difficult. they said i am easy. they said i am innocent. they said i never open up. they said i am blur.
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i am and i am not.
am i pretentious?
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i guess i am just as fluid as human can be.
but you never ask.
you never listen.
you never see.
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am i that difficult?
do you even try?
but none to be blame.
everyone wants to be understood
and i do understand human too easily
i have one question
is it that hard to see through me friend?
because i can see through you like reading a book.
human is just linear and kaleidoscopic at the same time.
when i can't see this in them. now that's weird. which is rare.
most of the time i i chose not to. either blocking or too many distraction

i am an anomaly