thank you for sticking around thank you for not giving up am proud of you. you did good. keep trying aight.. keep living . so many people are happy you are born. at least give back as much even if it is hard. . chill and live ...
be careful it can't be seen doesn't mea it doesn't exist . human being cannot run from it can it. no matter what your reasoning. the attention. all want attention it some sort of satisfaction i guess. . it's embarrassing to caught yourself being one of them . no thanks. no matter how much temptation don't get yourself caught in one. . attention...
when the topic came up first thing most people around me would say depressed people is quiet, shy lack of self-confidence..and all that. . i wonder what am i? . i would never say am shy. anxious self conscious yes i hate to go out. most of the time i feel like all eyes on me. most likely not..but my anxiety just make me...
i wonder from time to time how will i survive this life. this heart of mine how long can it last. the sadness. the pain the longingness the emptiness the yearning. how long can it still beating how long till it still and nothing more nothing less. i wonder sometimes the feeling came back as if a greeting of an old friend i...
suddenly time became too fast to grab any thing too slow to pass too painful to see too short to live . . sometimes it's too short sometimes too long. which is it? . . time how beautiful everything is time too much to fill it too much . . is it possible? is it -- . . too scared to live it...
the coldness of this aircond is freezing my tiny fingers. i am looking for a reason to not proceed with whatever work needed to be done. what am i doing now is definitely escaping from responsibility. i'm here almost everyday now. this slow life am living is very boring. but am seeing me getting more and more accustom to the routine. is this...
I went to do umrah. What a journey I'd say. The process to get there is so freaking mess. Or maybe it's just me an unorganised person. But the paperwork is already a mess. Then got that settled. Just right before going i just had to go through the fcking interview for my phd. Like seriously. I gotta druve to kl but bfore...
time- everyone have the same amount of time. but not everyone used it the same- everyone have their own pace in utilizing the time. i use it at the speed of a turtle. you use it at the speed of a rabbit. . and sometimes one don't even realize what speed they are at. until a pressing matter forced them to open their...
where to? the needs to travel is like the needs to breath. and now it feels suffocating. i need to go to a place-- a place of solace. ...
