When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
And dreamed of
Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes.-coldplay-

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It's a fact, It's a force of nature, It's a circle of life.

here comes the dawn
here comes the day
here comes the evening
here comes the night.
and it goes again and again.

Then you realize
yesterday is past and today is present and tomorrow is uncertain.
thus live TODAY as it is the PRESENT.
let go the past as it is irreversible
don't wait for tomorrow as it is uncertain.

Ones always have problems--
if you don't have problems than here's my pity
as problem is necessity
life is not always pretty and prissy
life i not always hard and dirty
life is full of irony.
Oh how irony, how irony.

"we wait we hope we wish.That is life" 

Life goes on, it gets so heavy

We run and we hide, and we wish to be seek.

Waiting to be notice by.......you.

Hoping and waiting to be forgiven.

we miss our pure child heart. Oh how we use to wish someone is waiting for us.

we keep hoping tomorrow will be kinder.

I am me. And I will keep searching for me.

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You don’t have to do this on your own
Like there’s no one that cares about you
You don’t have to act like you're alone
Like the walls are closing in around you

You don’t have to pretend no one knows
Like there’s no one that understands you
I’m not just some face you used to know
I know all about you

And you should know that someone cares about you
I know all about you
And you should know that someone cares about you
I know all about you

And you say that it's alright
And I know that it’s a lie
From the black in your eyes

The sunset always set my heart to a feeling that am longing for something...just something.
And I don't know what it is---
I hope I'll find what ever it is one day.



Have you ever look around you and see life? Just life.......how it moves and how we moves along it.
I know it sound corny but its how I feel...it how I see it. And the only word that I found justified to explained what it is that I saw is "Life"

Yesterday, I saw "it" again: Life.
While strolling around to go to my mother's friend's house. I just saw it.
There is this two people riding a bike just beside my car and the biker turn to me and I just saw it. The look of life.
Then I wonder why do we live our life like this?
The look of the biker is nothing more then expression of tiredness, glint of discouragement.
Why?
We go to work, we earn money, we buy things, we do exactly this again and again. Sometimes it is easy for some people sometimes it is harder. But the glint of bafflement is there. Why we let our life be like this? The discouragement is too much. Its painful for me to see. I am tired. Why do I see it?

"In three words sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on..." -Robert Frost

The weirdness in me can be very tiring sometimes...

Sejak habis belajar hampir sebulan yang lalu, saya sudah kembali kepada habit baca, baca dan baca sampai tak ingat dunia. (ape ke sengalnya aku ni start entry blog ngan ayat cam gini...ingat ni karangan BM zaman dulu kala...............)

Its been a while now huh...i miss you. really miss you.
Do you even know why?
No you don't...lemme tell you why.
Because this is the only place where i can say what i want and i don't have to worry anyone might listening. well yeah..they read

I have a lot going on in my life and things that just bundled in my mind that I just want to pour it out into this blog. But---
I dunno its like there is an external darkness forces just won't lemme do it.
Am i possess?? NAHHHH....
its just a common symptoms of a very common diseased. Lazy.

I've been vlogging a lot and they...vloggers are super awesome and 'F word' fun to watch. They are simply amazing. They just inspired people in their own quirky way.

 One of them said this which inspired me

"Be yourself. Because that is the best version of you that you can be." -RED-