What
if......
I had more money?
I was thinner?
I had more confidence?
I had a nicer house?
I looked younger?
I had more money?
I was thinner?
I had more confidence?
I had a nicer house?
I looked younger?
When
something doesn't go my way, I assume that either I have failed or it's not
what God wants for me. Usually the first one. I am personally
competitive. But as I look back through my life, I see that God has put
me in different places and with different people for a reason. At the
time I had no idea that where I was at that moment was where I was supposed to
be, to travel where God is leading me.
It is difficult, as a human, not to ask "what if" in so many situations in our lives. People have spent years of their lives dwelling on the "what ifs". It does no good to do that. It is not productive, and we waste precious time thinking about things in the past. I really don't think God wants us to look back. I think He wants us to live today, because He tells us that He will take care of tomorrow. It is alright to have wonderful memories, but we needn't dwell on things we cannot change. Take each day as the gift that it is, and instead of burying yourself in the past, use that time to spend more time with God.
What if.....
We truly Let Go and Let God?
We saw each day as a day closer to God?
We loved everyone?
We could really forgive?
We saw each milestone as a step closer to what He wants?
It is difficult, as a human, not to ask "what if" in so many situations in our lives. People have spent years of their lives dwelling on the "what ifs". It does no good to do that. It is not productive, and we waste precious time thinking about things in the past. I really don't think God wants us to look back. I think He wants us to live today, because He tells us that He will take care of tomorrow. It is alright to have wonderful memories, but we needn't dwell on things we cannot change. Take each day as the gift that it is, and instead of burying yourself in the past, use that time to spend more time with God.
What if.....
We truly Let Go and Let God?
We saw each day as a day closer to God?
We loved everyone?
We could really forgive?
We saw each milestone as a step closer to what He wants?
Life
is hard sometimes, but take a moment and think.... who am I doing all of this
for? It's not about me - it is about my journey and my relationship with my
Savior. What I have here on earth will not matter to me when I am gone. Who I
have impacted will matter. Who I have loved will matter. Who I have shared God
with will matter. I have come to the realization that my first priority every
day should be my time with God, cultivating our relationship. He is always
there, waiting to spend time with me. It is I who chooses to do other things,
get caught up in Life.
Fitnah itu Dosa
Dosa itu bekal ke neraka
Neraka itu Jahannam,
Jarang tertulis..Islamic post.
Bukan tak mahu...
Aku kenal diri ini..
Iman nya kecil...hati nya gelap...Dosa nya tek terhitungkan.
Tapi..aku yang hina ini masih tahu Dosa dan Pahala.. In Syaa Allah
Dulu aku jahil..cakap ikut apa yang keluar dari mulut.
Masa..ilmu..pengalaman jadikan aku lebih dewasa.
Perangai budak.. Akal sudah dewasa. walaupun taknak.. -__- [hahahaahaha realiti sucks]
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Fitnah ni terlalu senang untuk diperkata..
terlalu senang untuk terkait..hendak/tidak, sedar/tidak
mula dengan cerita,
terbawa bawa hingga ke termengumpat.
mula dengan spekulasi,
terbawa bawa ke buruk sangka.
Apa yang tidak membawa faedah jangan dicerita ceritik pesan Nabi s.w.a
Senyap lebih baik pesan Nabi...
tapi kita manusia..degil sifatnya..jahil zahirnya.
Tak bermaksud berubah itu mustahil..
Tuntutlah ilmu...wahyu pertama Nabi kita.
Ilmu dan amal mampu jadikan kita lebih baik.
Kasihan mereka yang memfitnah.
Sesungguhnya aku juga manusia. Sabarku ada tahapnya..
Buruk nama baik keluargaku dicerita ceritik..
Kerana apa?! Kerana duniawi?!..
"Mendabik dada, Aku baik. Tiada salah dan silap!!"
dek kerana harta...dek kerana harta. Seluruh alam harus tahu aku baik dan "engkau" jahat...
Imannya di mana?? Baiknya di mana?? Pahalanya dimana??
Kemaafan lebih baik dari membenci..
tapi aku insan yang lemah.
Benci itu tidak. Maaf juga tidak.
Cukuplah...
Tuhan Maha Mengetahui.
Dosa itu bekal ke neraka
Neraka itu Jahannam,
Jarang tertulis..Islamic post.
Bukan tak mahu...
Aku kenal diri ini..
Iman nya kecil...hati nya gelap...Dosa nya tek terhitungkan.
Tapi..aku yang hina ini masih tahu Dosa dan Pahala.. In Syaa Allah
Dulu aku jahil..cakap ikut apa yang keluar dari mulut.
Masa..ilmu..pengalaman jadikan aku lebih dewasa.
Perangai budak.. Akal sudah dewasa. walaupun taknak.. -__- [hahahaahaha realiti sucks]
******************
Fitnah ni terlalu senang untuk diperkata..
terlalu senang untuk terkait..hendak/tidak, sedar/tidak
mula dengan cerita,
terbawa bawa hingga ke termengumpat.
mula dengan spekulasi,
terbawa bawa ke buruk sangka.
Apa yang tidak membawa faedah jangan dicerita ceritik pesan Nabi s.w.a
Senyap lebih baik pesan Nabi...
tapi kita manusia..degil sifatnya..jahil zahirnya.
Tak bermaksud berubah itu mustahil..
Tuntutlah ilmu...wahyu pertama Nabi kita.
Ilmu dan amal mampu jadikan kita lebih baik.
Kasihan mereka yang memfitnah.
Sesungguhnya aku juga manusia. Sabarku ada tahapnya..
Buruk nama baik keluargaku dicerita ceritik..
Kerana apa?! Kerana duniawi?!..
"Mendabik dada, Aku baik. Tiada salah dan silap!!"
dek kerana harta...dek kerana harta. Seluruh alam harus tahu aku baik dan "engkau" jahat...
Imannya di mana?? Baiknya di mana?? Pahalanya dimana??
Kemaafan lebih baik dari membenci..
tapi aku insan yang lemah.
Benci itu tidak. Maaf juga tidak.
Cukuplah...
Tuhan Maha Mengetahui.
I sometime wonder why I even bother.
I can't even feel-
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Skylar Grey never cease to amaze me.
I can't even feel-
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I believe, I believe there's love in you
Gridlocked on the dusty avenues,
Inside your heart, just afraid to go
I am more, I am more than innocent
But just take a chance and let me in
And I'll show you ways that you don't know
Don't complicate it,
Don't let the past dictate
I've been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
So please,
Gridlocked on the dusty avenues,
Inside your heart, just afraid to go
I am more, I am more than innocent
But just take a chance and let me in
And I'll show you ways that you don't know
Don't complicate it,
Don't let the past dictate
I've been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
So please,
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
I believe, I believe you could love me
But your'e lost on the road to misery
And what I gave to you
I could never get back
Don't complicate it,
Don't drive yourself insane
Yeaaah,
Say what you will but I know that you want to stay
So please,
I believe, I believe you could love me
But your'e lost on the road to misery
And what I gave to you
I could never get back
Don't complicate it,
Don't drive yourself insane
Yeaaah,
Say what you will but I know that you want to stay
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
So please,
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
Chemicals rushing in,
I know that it's you that I belong to
I'm fighting like a cannonball in the air
Crashing into who I belong to
Uuuh uh, uuuuh uuuuh uh
I have been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
Please,
Chemicals rushing in,
I know that it's you that I belong to
I'm fighting like a cannonball in the air
Crashing into who I belong to
Uuuh uh, uuuuh uuuuh uh
I have been patient, but slowly I'm losing faith
Please,
I know you baby I know you baby
So please,
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
Please,
Please,
I know you baby I know you baby
So please,
So please,
I know you baby I know you baby
The shadows of your heart
Are hanging in the sweet, sweet air
I know you baby,
The secrets that you hide, control us and it's not fair
I know you baby
The shadows of your heart
Are hanging in the sweet, sweet air
I know you baby,
The secrets that you hide, control us and it's not fair
I know you baby
I know you baby,
The secrets that you hide, control us and it's not fair
I know you baby
The shadows of your heart
Are hanging in the sweet, sweet air
I know you baby,
The secrets that you hide, control us and it's not fair
I know you baby
I just love this song so so very much.. see this stupidity? it shows how much i love this song.
I will love the light for it shows me the way--
yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.
yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.
--Welcome to Your Life
there's no turning back
even while we sleep
we will find you.---
Nothing make sense
why we do what we do
How we start to lie.
then another lie..
just last one..last lie.
then on top lie..we lie again.
it's a never ending until we accept who we are.
Run.
run from the possible answer.
the answer is always there
we ask, just hoping that there is other answer.
whereas the answer never going to change.
we know it deep.
The sad truth
acceptance of one self.
The guilt.
what the hand able to do.
The dirtiest thing.
seems too easy.
The light
one day it come and we turn back.
In the end
we only regret
the chance we didn't take.
there's no turning back
even while we sleep
we will find you.---
Nothing make sense
why we do what we do
How we start to lie.
then another lie..
just last one..last lie.
then on top lie..we lie again.
it's a never ending until we accept who we are.
Run.
run from the possible answer.
the answer is always there
we ask, just hoping that there is other answer.
whereas the answer never going to change.
we know it deep.
The sad truth
acceptance of one self.
The guilt.
what the hand able to do.
The dirtiest thing.
seems too easy.
The light
one day it come and we turn back.
In the end
we only regret
the chance we didn't take.
Life is nothing but kafkaesque.
"Trying to be better me today then yesterday"
It lies within..
To be or not to be..
Who am i
What am i
I know what i know
I don't know what i don't know
Family
Culture
Atmosphere
Is not Religion
Is not me
As I am me.
--
Yes, it plays major part of ones life
Yes, it is important
Yes, it is
Yes, it is
Yet it is not me.
I am not you
I try to understand you
Thus
Try to understand me
Different is not a monster
Different is not weakness
Different is not devil
I chose to differ
I chose to differ
I chose to differ
I cried
I hate
I fall
Thus..
I pick myself back up
I learn to smile
I learn to laugh
I learn to love
I look up
I seek the Truth.
Life is learning.
Harder it get
More ones gain.
Stronger ones became.
Better ones be.
This is the block that builds Me.
