well halo
its been like ages huh. nak buat macam mana busy lah katakan...... busy ngan hape ntah. i think my brain haven been proactive for quite a while now. dah kalau hari2 terperap dalam rumah menghadap lappy.. sampai mata jadi sepet...main game bejam-jam lame nya. sampai lost between reality and fantasy. fuhhhhhhhhhh dasyat jgk aku ni.
boikot sebab result cam sengal ke ni so u r trying to give up or u just simply give up??
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this is bad right~
i think im getting worst everyday. i dont even realize how broken hearted i am.
how dense can i be..aigoooooooooo
when i think about it again
im being stupid.. i ran
thats all i ever did... ran ran and ran
take the easiest way out huh.. what's happening to me? wheres your self confidence?
but i do realize one thing.. life is short too regret and to be stress fool.
its just a number..no one can grade me other than God. dont let it get to you ookay!!
you are good, you are strong!
it may sound very cliche but it actually help
i just started learning pilates and its very very simple move however you feel like you just work your whole body. i just realize that small and simple move that we take can give a larger impact in our live.
learning not just by reading books and get grades.. i dont want those grades its just a matter of way for people to judge us. learning is a process that you LEARN. you know learn is you understand it. how it work how it change you, how its effect your life. uhh its so hard to express it. i never wanted to stop learning. its very2 fun process, you just need to find the right way of learning.

::i don't care what people think bout me, i care bout what i think bout me::