It came crashing, leaving me in stupor

feeling like a loser

don't know what to do

Don't know what to do

Ooh this is new-

I have eyes, so I can see

I have ears, so I can hear

Nothing seems to work

Fiery colours is all I can see

Heavy clashing storm all I can hear

don't understand-

nobody knows

Nobody knows

What that is

holding onto the fist

valiantly making a stand-

Run run the small voice said

Like an arrowhead

it's not safe here

lets us disappear

I know it's taking control

she did it to make it better

the mess is greater

what have you done?

look what have you done-

the feeling is gone

and so am I

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How I see jealousy inside of my mind. In the end it's nothing. It's a feeling that I accumulate from observing and reading. I have never felt it. I don't know whether I'm lucky or missing. Maybe one day I'll feel it, maybe not.