a piece of mine

Superego

It reminds me of someone. She is not the brightest. She is not the cutest. She is not the smartest. She lives in her own world. She wonders why the universe is so weird. She never feel comfortable. She wishes for a person who can "see" her. Without having to show. She's always playing alone. She hate to have to interact cause she knows people judge. Take her lightly. She knows she is nobody. She's always invisible. She is like a wind. Come and goes. Doesn't really matter. Many times her heart got broken. But because she knows how hurtful it is she rather have her heart broken then having to break others. It's okay she says she is nobody after all. But then it cost her a price. Every time it happen she learn to love less and less. She start to let go more and more. Feeling is nothing. She has embrace her dark side. She accept and love who she is. She don't need others to love and accept her. She just need to love herself. For some this is selfish. For her this is life. Loneliness is catching up to her. And thought she could maybe change. Don't bother. For her to keep her sanity she break other's. It's okay she says just few more cracks she's used to it. No one can "see" her. Not even one person in her life ever could "see" her. The cold truth hit hard. Ah I am but invisible wind. It's okay she says. You know this all along why bother. And so she stop.

She's getting bored by the universe. Once she wonder why the universe is weird. Now she wonder why the universe is so boring. Nothing excite her anymore. She realize then. Ahh it's not the universe. It's you. She "see" her own brain. It scares her at the same excite her. But one is bound by responsibility that tie you to this but boring universe. Maybe one day she says..maybe one day she dreams.. that she will be home where she belong.

a friend that she wish for

Flying colors is a Japan movie about a journey of a girl. It's a movie that will take you on a journey that will touch your heart and see a piece of life in this twisted universe. Everyone have their own story and this is movie just portray one of the most beautiful story.