just in couple of weeks before i found several videos or people call em "vlog" i think. well i don't know. whateveritis. here's the thing, i'm not really interested in the home video made at first. but then i just stumble upon a super great inspiring video. straight away fall in love with it. its started with one vlog really but then there's this recommendation thingy at your right side bar..you know youtube~ so, then i am bored and not interested in studying thus i watch it. at first it feel realy3333 awkward and super annoyed. i mean like how can they video themself... its just weird in any way i try to think about it. and i still do amaze by it i guess. however, i later then realize this kind of video actually help people in some ways even though in term of mannerism and language is not something that you should learn from em. haha
and in one of those vlog there's a video made by the video owner and her sister. which is super super super awesome! they are like crazy sisters. very close, make jokes bout literally anything at the same time respect each other and very chill. well i am jealous. i don't have that kind of relationship. its not that i don't have sisters, i do. but we are not that emmm how to say this...we love each other but we don't really like each other and we care bout each other but we don't talk much. maybe just me or maybe we are awkward.

just to say it must be nice to have someone knew you since birth and be close to em, share bout lot of thing, support each other, make jokes, crazy stupid one. hehe i am dreaming over something that not gonna happen. why i always do this to myself?~ dont misunderstand, i love my family really