not sure whether i should make this post or not.
still i once read somewhere. writing is also a way of saying something.
something that cannot be said with mere word can be said by story

emmmm pikir pikir
takpelahtakjadinaktulis
taksanggup.takmampu.taknaknantiterbacabalikthenteringatbaliksuatumasananti.

I am so sorry to myself, to my heart and to Allah.