It has been a rocky week for me and beloved mother. No metter. Dont wanna touch that issue. (Penat nangis) walaupun muka ganas...perangai ganas....hati lembut. cehhhh 

Nasib lerrrr belog..........................ko dapat tuan macam aku. Busy memanjang. Nak buat macam mana tak lama lagi nak naik pangkat secara official jadi YB tanam anggur kat kampung ni haaaa. sebelum boleh naik pangkat kena la buat paper work dulu which is thesis yang tak berkesudahan. Tuan kau ni belog sampai tidur pun ingat thesis..thesis..thesis. Aku dah khatam buku Econometric tu tiga empat kali dah. Gujarati is the name yang memang sampai mati aku ingat! bukan nak puji diri sendiri. tapi kalau ya pun apa salahnya. suka hati akulah kannnn. Watsoever! Yang pasti thesis aku dah hampir siap and hopefully advisor yang tersayang taklah suruh aku edit paper tu lagi..............tak mampu dah. berapa hari actually almost two weeks now aku tak cukup tidur. Oh My God--!! I'm turning into ZOMBIE!! ZOMBIE!! ZOMBIE!!

**Okay okay cukuplah setakat ini update diari hidup McDreamy.

20/05/2013

Kenapa ni?
Huh?
Dah duk tersengih sengih sorang sorang...bukan ada orang buat lawak pun. (kerut-kerut dahi)
hehehehe sengih sengih lagi. Memangla xnampak orang buat lawak tapi boleh dengar orang buat lawak. masuk la kereta dulu dengar radio ni. haishhh xgila lagi lah.
---------begitulah kisah mcDreamy dgn membernya pagi itu----------

Saya ada ramai pemuja rahsia (secret admirer) tapi xde yang berani nak datang mengaku kat saya depan-depan. ni bila saya dah berpunya barulah nak datang.

adoiyaiiiiii.........ni perasan namanya bang.

Setiap hari pemuja rahsia saya datang ke tempat saya kerja which is restoran. dia datang pakai sut merah. dia naik motor besar. dia pilot.

macam mana tahu laki tu pemuja rahsia awak kak oiii? bukan laki tu pemuja rahsia awak. awak tu pemuja rahsia laki tu. adehhhh sadis betul.

pemuja rahsia definitely one beautiful thing as long as it doesn't go overboard. and you do it the right way. i know nothing bout love but i really believe loving someone wouldn't be wrong. And there are lots of ways to love someone. (eventhough i never believe in love but i never deny the truth in it)

I am not shy. I'm private.

Nak berpuisi tak pandai
Nak nyanyi tak berbakat
Nak melukis tak berseni
Nak gubah lagu langsung jauh sekali
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>>>>>>>>>>>>Maaf saya tak mampu nak buat awak rasa istimewa seperti semua diatas
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___________Saya mampu sayang awak beyond say_______________
___________Saya mampu sayang awak lebih dari  'Z'___________ .





Oh my guard !!!
mc Dreamy is kidnapped by an alien from Mars full-stop.
and now changed into mcJiwang.....give me back mcDreamy pliss mr.Alien sir.

I wish I
          was better at telling people
                              how I really Feel.

I wish I
           was better than yesterday Me.

I wish I
           am wiser than i
                        used to be.

I wish I
           'knows' God a little more earlier.

I wish I
           could keeps all my promises.

I wish I
          let go.

I wish I
           was better at knowing Me self.

I wish I
           was better at handling my temper.

I wish I
           .........won't go back to dark side of Me.

I wish I
           there will be no more mirror.

I wish I
           knows.
       

haaaa penah tak dengar al kisah ni?

kalau lah kan..just kalau kot kot nak lah dengar kisah botol air terbang. silalah berbuat sedemikian:

 # jalan-jalan kehulu kehilir sambil otak yang blur tak tahu nak buat ape. kemudian, nampak rakan sekerja yang tengah berserabut kepala sebab banyak kerja yang tak patut dan pening dengan kerenah manusia yang pelbagai. hadirkan diri sendiri dihadapan rakan itu dan tanya soalan yang tak berapa nak bernas. kemudian, jalan-jalan lagi.....dan masih tak tahu nak buat ape. hadirkan diri dihadapan rakan yang serabut tadi dan tanya lagi soalan yang lagi tak berapa nak bernas dan berulang-ulang kali soalan itu di ajukan. dan konfem lah kali ketiga pegi jalan-jalan dan pergi kacau orang yang serabut tadi tu------memang dapat botol air melayang kat muka. sekian.

**kejadian ini adalah kisah benar dan hampir-hampir melihat botol air tu melayang . dan saya adalah saksi** and i never laugh as hard as i laugh during the moment.

Not much really to say...
Mesti orang yang pernah baca blog ni rasa not worth it. Dah la tak kenal sape si pimilik blog. Well the thing is am not the type of person yang suka disclosed myself especially to gain fame or whatsoever. I am a very simple person yang suka simple life that have a like life and i love my like life and i don't want a crowded life. Mesti orang baca entry aku pun tertanya kan sapaaa lah budak "mc Dreamy" nim kan.......owh well i am not a very out person. like i said once in my other post that am kind of introvert sikit. Well i like it! But i also believe that i ramble bout my life and other crappy thing so on and on but not knowing the the "mc Dreamy" is kind da not right. Hentah-Hentah aku nim penjenayah cyber pown mane lah tahu kan. hahahaha
What so ever....here goes a little something bout "mc Dreamy".  I am a girl. I live almost for 21 years turning 22 if sempat. She love reading books. She has a crazy obsess with games, computers/internet and books. She love love love chocolate especially van houten. She love silence. She has a very very very super bad temper which is super not good quality...She has great trouble in handling her temperament. She's struggling to handle her moodiness. She's working hard not to be someone Allah despise. She love Allah more than anything in this world. She believes in God so much. She believe that the only thing she have in her life forever is Allah S.W.T. She has many bad qualities but it doesn't mean she's not good.  She believes that the journey of life is all about trying to search herself. She love Muhammad S.W.T dearly. She love her mother endlessly. She has a trust issue. Basically she is weird and it seems she is pretty mess up. And she is "mc Dreamy" and she is me. She question herself more than she should sometimes. Ada orang cakap aku bijak and nak jadi macam aku. Tell you what you should be grateful tak jadi macam aku. I am pretty mess up. Thinking a lot can be very tiring. Knowing too much can hurt sometimes.