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To start don't start

7:31:00 PM
today might be one of the days that i need to remember. . . . are you sure? you want to do this? are you ready? yes rezeki jangan ditolak. lagi lagi rezeki yang datang bergolek. ko kan unik. but this is your life. you once did a mistake. a very big mistake that turns everything around. your life went chaos. . ....

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O

11:46:00 PM
today again. the pain is unexplainable. all she could think of how long do i have to endure it? how long do i have till i can't walk? what's next? again today is a bad day haa hang in there. just hang in there. just fcking hold on okay. you need this conversation ain't it? .. ...

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World inside

mind of mine

11:20:00 PM
they said it's okay everyone feels the same. then why no one find the answer/cure? they said it will passed. when? they said you are not alone. then where is everyone? they said you have to fight it. how? they said it is only in your mind. then how to get it out? they said a lot of thing.. but none is useful....

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World inside

the sound of 'she' leaving

11:04:00 PM
the limited words the unknown the uncertainty . . she's no more.. don't look for her stop looking for her the demand is real and she just try to live. trying not be the waste of space. don't blame her for leaving sometimes she came. seldom but she came sometimes. just to keep her in check. . . . she wonder what happened....

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moonlight

10:03:00 PM
Because it's so good it deserve a post She always has a smileFrom morning to the nightThe perfect poster childThat was once in my lifeA doll made out of glassAll her friends think that she's greatBut I can see through it allAnd she's about to breakRemember last year when you told meTo always stay here and never leave meThe light from your eyes...

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4

8:48:00 AM
in chains, why is it like this? how did we become like this? like always, it's the same day and i'm some place alone what do we look forward to? what will we throw away again? like a fool, i give and receive wounds why is it like this in this strange world? now there's no love in anything between us it's only...

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3

11:59:00 PM
Hey baby baby I think you’re right The girl standing next to you and smiling I think she’s really pretty For a while We thought we fit really well together But I think the person next to you right now Is better Your smile that I used to know You, who used to hold my hand Now I’m not next to you anymore...

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anatomy of life

9:55:00 AM
something to gain something to lose until you make that decision you can't have it all it is not going to happen . . . selling your soul to the darkness or stay in light for whatever reason ...

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fatbunny

2:49:00 PM
YES!!! LAST WEEK OF CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MY FOOD. CAN'T WAIT TO TRAVEL. .............still got thesis to do. the sad story of my life. ...

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2

2:39:00 PM
love lost in the fog it is was love i shouldn't have started things from the moment that we first met this pain doesn't know how to stop i held the tears back deep in my heart when they flow down my two sunken cheeks my love is now lost in the fog if it was love i shouldn't have started things from...

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1

2:33:00 PM
A Song of Sanga The wind is silently silently blowing Are you a lonely woman Are you a lone woman The lost dream left only a heartrending scar Ah ah ah ah ah ah At the tearful night sad because of indelibleness Sanga alone is crying The wind is silently silently blowing Are you a lonely woman Are you a lone woman The...

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be that strong wind

7:56:00 AM
that night she look straight to my eyes and she utter the exact words "i can't do it. i don't remember. i don't know how to terawih. i search for it but i cannot find it" looking so flustered and broken. that moment how i don't know it will be a time in life that i'll never forget it brokes my heart to...

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Jumaat

11:01:00 AM
in a word there'll be this one letter that signify the word. in Jumaat there's J. . Jumaat is a day that distinguish from others. the weather, the sun, the wind, the sound, the sight of Jumaat greets me differently- Everytime.  like making a point am Jumaat.  . beautiful doesn't even come close to what i feel. Jumaat keeps on protrude it's character....

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Long may you run

12:07:00 AM
i am here i am that someone i do found you i always do-- and i always will-- just know. ...

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no fun

7:50:00 PM
we are just a bunch of no fun people. conservative. cultured. geek. introverted. family. since it's a mother's day. i cannot not think how solitude of a family we are. what makes a family a family is mother. there will be no family without mother. even if, you'll have this one person as your mother figure. that always be your family. we live...

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racoon racoon

11:58:00 PM
Hey can't you see this little boy Trying to feel a little joy Crying in the dark Hey can't you hear this little girl Trying to build a better world Calling in the dark Can't you see my darling I can't take it anymore I need you my darling I can't stand it anymore Oh Georgia, you think I'm fine Why don't you...

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a day to remember...lol

1:41:00 PM
sebab tengah hyper. need to write it down. . . elham rebel followed me . :)))))))))) ahakzzzz . the thing is i don't read much of malay thing. don't blame me. everyone have preferences. mine is strictly to mine. anyhow, elham is just amazing. i don't know who you are but you're amazing. . . . kejadian berlaku me driving then saw a...

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1:49:00 PM
fuck you bipolar FUCK YOU!!! fuck you depression fuck you!!! i just wanna good sleep. a good sleep a happy me and nope you just want to fucked up! fuck you! its very tiring super tiring and yes i just wanna curse and rant ...

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ALERT !!MAJOR CRUSH!!

10:32:00 PM
in my entire life this 25 years of living. not even once i have this major crush like massive supreme extreme crush on an artist. and this lady just crush my heart. again and again. never in my right mind i'd feel it. waaaa the feeling is real. and the frustration is real too! aghhhhhhhhhh damn. that time when i realize damn she's...

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Hamburger 2

9:11:00 PM
It's so barren That it became so sad to go there. . . Just keep living. Can't cut it off nor can you waste it. Find your passion Be passionate . Aahhh so nice to feel that way Unfortunately she is not able of that. She get bored really easily. She tried. She really did. Nothing seems to work out . . ....

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DEMAM

2:44:00 PM
aku dan demam berpisah tidak. . there's a lot of thing i wanna write. a lot of tips, thoughts, experience and everything. seeing how one's memories be taken away piece by piece is just scary. i am afraid i'd be like that too. one day. . maybe this makes no sense. i just wanna write. ...

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fangirling kejap

10:39:00 AM
I don't normally do this. Fairly saying very rare! haha and I don't read much of Malay...thing stuff whatever...guilty as charge. BUT  Surat Qaisy buat Teman Lelakinya, Zayd by Elham Rebel is freaking good. The words the simple yet complicated sentences just ughhhhhh leaving my heart aching and fluttering. What a wonderful words Writing is easy. All you have to do is cross out...

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Tak Paham

11:47:00 PM
bila nasihat diminta nasihat diberi tapi tak boleh follow. why? . i cannot brain. nothing change if you don't take that one step nothing is impossible you have to take that action and yes of coz you can . aihh tak paham sangat tak paham ...

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You think I'm fine

3:50:00 PM
Hey can't you see this little boy Trying to feel a little joy Crying in the dark Hey can't you hear this little girl Trying to build a better world Calling in the dark Can't you see my darling I can't take it anymore I need you my darling I can't stand it anymore Oh Georgia, you think I'm fine Why don't you...

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music turn on

10:01:00 PM
i won't be falling on my knees to beg  you by now am like the story never ends the story never ends the story never enddddd enddddd endddd endddd music has been my bestfriend for so many years hah. starting with avril lavigne's. geeshhh . all this musics just make the some of the mainstream music sound so irrelevant ...

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World inside

Me and Him

8:08:00 PM
I am a big believer in God. I love God with every being in me. It's just I LOVE ALLAH S.W.T . But this world is so confusing. There's so many people wanna be god and keep saying what is right what is wrong.and making things more confusing. And sometime there are things that's wrong and it's wrong. but I like it because...

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Single

3:44:00 PM
sooooooo many time question been ask to me in a different sentences but have the same context like always. i sometime in awe by how different ways of words put together means the same thing. . . . penatnya nak jawab. yes i am single. and yes i want it to stay that way. and no i don't know why. do you know...

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Pretentious

12:25:00 AM
is that all what we are? i spaced a lot. i can't help it. it's like my brain just fall in a loop and just got caught up. as if time stop . does anyone ever know who you are? . they said i am difficult. they said i am easy. they said i am innocent. they said i never open up. they...

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Majestic heart

11:02:00 PM
I think i'm done with you I think i'm done with you I know you came for truth You know i came for you Spend too much time Now i think out loud I won't be falling on my knees to beg you I know you've crossed the line You waited for a sign I won't be falling on my knees to beg...

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the love

6:46:00 PM
Dill Dill Dill love it so much . . . . worst sandwich/burgers/wrap can be fix with just pickled dill. . no pickle shaming okay! . just bought a whole jar of it because am too damn lazy to make it. heh ini bukan kisah dil to pagal hai but this is dill to pagal hei hei hei! hahahahahaha ...

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wasaw wasaw

9:56:00 PM
driving can give one person a high blood pressure a migraine a heart attack.  please malaysian be a better driver. please! you have a big car but you seems to have small brain.  plate "wasaw" ------> seharusnya menggambarkan kehebatan seseorang. kekayaan seseorang. tapi sayang not so much when you just drive like a stupid idiot. memandangkan aku orang kelantan ..... ko nih ala...

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stuck in a moment

10:39:00 AM
i want to freeze the moment and relive it everyday osaka castle and time capsule Peaceful take me road bekula bontot ...

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stuck in a moment

8:39:00 PM
japan is just stunning no words could ever describe the amazingness no picture could do justice to its beauty. togetsukyo bridge arashiyama. togetsukyo bridge this is the moment where i feel like i am relive my anime moment the house mostly all like this. semua petak2..rumah nobita. everything is cute in japan Arashiyama. forgot wth the name of this beautiful garden. osaka castle!...

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