I don't get high, but sometime I wish I did. That way, when I messed up in life I would have an excuse. But right now there's no rehab for stupidity. --Chris Rock-- ******** I try. I'm learning. Learning to live this life. I'm happy I'm not perfect. I don't want to be perfect. I messed up. Aren't I? I am sorry. I'm...
No one gets too old to learn a new way of being stupid. ***** area pukul 4 pagi kot..tersedar dari tidur. tersedar dari mimpi tersedar je..aku perasan mulut aku sedang bertakbir ingatkan dalam mimpi jer bertakbir rupanya memang real life pun bertakbir jugak. MIMPI: lokasi rumahku terbangun dari tidur che (mak) pun terbangun tidur rasa macam tak selesa..macam ada sesuatu yang serba tak...
People who claim they don't let little things bother them have never slept in a room with a single mosquito. -anon- ***** ***** Our birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add...
I prefers people who know how to fall, how to stand up when they fail, who are a bit fragile and different from all these persons who aim for big ambitions and who've never needed someone to help them getting there. I'm proud of depending of the others 'cause I'm a part of the human movement so I will never act selfishly. -Ben...
When she was just a girl She expected the world But it flew away from her reach so She ran away in her sleep And dreamed of Para-para-paradise Every time she closed her eyes.-coldplay- **** It's a fact, It's a force of nature, It's a circle of life. here comes the dawn here comes the day here comes the evening here comes the...
----- You don’t have to do this on your ownLike there’s no one that cares about youYou don’t have to act like you're aloneLike the walls are closing in around youYou don’t have to pretend no one knowsLike there’s no one that understands youI’m not just some face you used to knowI know all about youAnd you should know that someone cares about...
Ten fingers, ten toesTwo arms, two legs, blood is flowingTwo eyes blinking, two ears openI am open One head and one heartI think and I drink in airJust like you Am I strange? Where? How?Am I strange? Why are you looking at me like that?Am I strange? Where? How?Your look makes me feel like I’m covered in wounds I laugh when I’m happy,...
The sunset always set my heart to a feeling that am longing for something...just something. And I don't know what it is--- I hope I'll find what ever it is one day. Have you ever look around you and see life? Just life.......how it moves and how we moves along it. I know it sound corny but its how I feel...it how I...
Sejak habis belajar hampir sebulan yang lalu, saya sudah kembali kepada habit baca, baca dan baca sampai tak ingat dunia. (ape ke sengalnya aku ni start entry blog ngan ayat cam gini...ingat ni karangan BM zaman dulu kala...............) Entry ini adalah untuk mengisi masa sebelum mata aku betul2 tertutup. It has been few days susah nak tidur. Something been bothering and I have...
Its been a while now huh...i miss you. really miss you. Do you even know why? No you don't...lemme tell you why. Because this is the only place where i can say what i want and i don't have to worry anyone might listening. well yeah..they read I have a lot going on in my life and things that just bundled in my...
It has been a rocky week for me and beloved mother. No metter. Dont wanna touch that issue. (Penat nangis) walaupun muka ganas...perangai ganas....hati lembut. cehhhh its been a while now since i've made a post. beloggy darling am sorry. i do care. i do love. i do wanna update but....you know me kan. when am not in the mood. tulis pape pun...
Nasib lerrrr belog..........................ko dapat tuan macam aku. Busy memanjang. Nak buat macam mana tak lama lagi nak naik pangkat secara official jadi YB tanam anggur kat kampung ni haaaa. sebelum boleh naik pangkat kena la buat paper work dulu which is thesis yang tak berkesudahan. Tuan kau ni belog sampai tidur pun ingat thesis..thesis..thesis. Aku dah khatam buku Econometric tu tiga empat kali...
20/05/2013 Kenapa ni? Huh? Dah duk tersengih sengih sorang sorang...bukan ada orang buat lawak pun. (kerut-kerut dahi) hehehehe sengih sengih lagi. Memangla xnampak orang buat lawak tapi boleh dengar orang buat lawak. masuk la kereta dulu dengar radio ni. haishhh xgila lagi lah. ---------begitulah kisah mcDreamy dgn membernya pagi itu---------- Saya ada ramai pemuja rahsia (secret admirer) tapi xde yang berani nak datang...
I am not shy. I'm private. Nak berpuisi tak pandai Nak nyanyi tak berbakat Nak melukis tak berseni Nak gubah lagu langsung jauh sekali - - - - - - - - - - >>>>>>>>>>>>Maaf saya tak mampu nak buat awak rasa istimewa seperti semua diatas - - -kerana saya bukan mereka - - ---tapi saya mampu buat satu benda, ___________Saya mampu sayang...
I wish I was better at telling people how I really Feel. I wish I was better than yesterday Me. I wish I am wiser than i ...
haaaa penah tak dengar al kisah ni? kalau lah kan..just kalau kot kot nak lah dengar kisah botol air terbang. silalah berbuat sedemikian: # jalan-jalan kehulu kehilir sambil otak yang blur tak tahu nak buat ape. kemudian, nampak rakan sekerja yang tengah berserabut kepala sebab banyak kerja yang tak patut dan pening dengan kerenah manusia yang pelbagai. hadirkan diri sendiri dihadapan rakan itu...
Not much really to say...
Mesti orang yang pernah baca blog ni rasa not worth it. Dah la tak kenal sape si pimilik blog. Well the thing is am not the type of person yang suka disclosed myself especially to gain fame or whatsoever. I am a very simple person yang suka simple life that have a like life and i love my like life and i don't want a crowded life. Mesti orang baca entry aku pun tertanya kan sapaaa lah budak "mc Dreamy" nim kan.......owh well i am not a very out person. like i said once in my other post that am kind of introvert sikit. Well i like it! But i also believe that i ramble bout my life and other crappy thing so on and on but not knowing the the "mc Dreamy" is kind da not right. Hentah-Hentah aku nim penjenayah cyber pown mane lah tahu kan. hahahaha
What so ever....here goes a little something bout "mc Dreamy". I am a girl. I live almost for 21 years turning 22 if sempat. She love reading books. She has a crazy obsess with games, computers/internet and books. She love love love chocolate especially van houten. She love silence. She has a very very very super bad temper which is super not good quality...She has great trouble in handling her temperament. She's struggling to handle her moodiness. She's working hard not to be someone Allah despise. She love Allah more than anything in this world. She believes in God so much. She believe that the only thing she have in her life forever is Allah S.W.T. She has many bad qualities but it doesn't mean she's not good. She believes that the journey of life is all about trying to search herself. She love Muhammad S.W.T dearly. She love her mother endlessly. She has a trust issue. Basically she is weird and it seems she is pretty mess up. And she is "mc Dreamy" and she is me. She question herself more than she should sometimes. Ada orang cakap aku bijak and nak jadi macam aku. Tell you what you should be grateful tak jadi macam aku. I am pretty mess up. Thinking a lot can be very tiring. Knowing too much can hurt sometimes.
Mesti orang yang pernah baca blog ni rasa not worth it. Dah la tak kenal sape si pimilik blog. Well the thing is am not the type of person yang suka disclosed myself especially to gain fame or whatsoever. I am a very simple person yang suka simple life that have a like life and i love my like life and i don't want a crowded life. Mesti orang baca entry aku pun tertanya kan sapaaa lah budak "mc Dreamy" nim kan.......owh well i am not a very out person. like i said once in my other post that am kind of introvert sikit. Well i like it! But i also believe that i ramble bout my life and other crappy thing so on and on but not knowing the the "mc Dreamy" is kind da not right. Hentah-Hentah aku nim penjenayah cyber pown mane lah tahu kan. hahahaha
What so ever....here goes a little something bout "mc Dreamy". I am a girl. I live almost for 21 years turning 22 if sempat. She love reading books. She has a crazy obsess with games, computers/internet and books. She love love love chocolate especially van houten. She love silence. She has a very very very super bad temper which is super not good quality...She has great trouble in handling her temperament. She's struggling to handle her moodiness. She's working hard not to be someone Allah despise. She love Allah more than anything in this world. She believes in God so much. She believe that the only thing she have in her life forever is Allah S.W.T. She has many bad qualities but it doesn't mean she's not good. She believes that the journey of life is all about trying to search herself. She love Muhammad S.W.T dearly. She love her mother endlessly. She has a trust issue. Basically she is weird and it seems she is pretty mess up. And she is "mc Dreamy" and she is me. She question herself more than she should sometimes. Ada orang cakap aku bijak and nak jadi macam aku. Tell you what you should be grateful tak jadi macam aku. I am pretty mess up. Thinking a lot can be very tiring. Knowing too much can hurt sometimes.
And i am not bijak. I am me.
I am not great I am being human that used my akal.
I am not special I am just weird me.
I am nobodies hero but it doesn't mean I am not good.
I am bad tempered but am trying to be a better human by acknowledging my mistakes my dark side
and trying so hard to change it.
I am not the nicest Muslim but it doesn't mean I can't try to be one.
I believe that not once I have shown the living "mc Dreamy" kan.
hentah sape lah mc Dreamy nim.
since i feel that i don't do my blog a justice because i haven't nicely introduce myself
so...here she is.
jeng
jeng
jeng
suspen tak........wutwutwut
turun lagi turun lagi
hahaha..eh takde lagi eh.
tadaaa
tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ta ta tadaaaaaaaaaaa
Fuhhh memang panas ngatngatngat sekarang. Bukan mengeluh tetapi bertahan. Aku hanyalah manusia biasa yang tidak pernah puas dengan ape yang ku dapat. Sejuk hujan susah, panas sangat susah...adeyyy. Tapi lagi panas apabila satu geng diorang beratur bergerak dengan bahagianya. Semua pandangan aku tak nampak. Gelap masa hadapan betol la. Bila diorang bergerak bersama-sama dengan comelnya menyebabkan aku si manusia yang sangatlah ada masalah...
I never knew that Time has wings really... it flies you know. God, it flies fast. I can't seem to feel it espacially with me life getting busier. Penat nya lah hai hidup. "bukan mengeluh tetapi bertahan". ayat ni sampai mati kot aku pakai....ayat kawan aku. aku cilok takpe kan~~
It breaks my heart 'couse I know
you're the one for me
Don't you feel sad,
there never was a story, obviously
it'll never be, oh
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no
and You wouldnever know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you
With every smile comes my reality, irony
You won't find out what has been killing me
Can't you see me?
can't you see?
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
No no you'll never know
No no no you'll never know
No no no, love me, love me, love me, love me, no
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I feel, what I feel
what I need, what I need from you, no
pikir sendiri ape tajuk lagu ni...kalau rasa-rasa berkenan la.
Penat-penat balik keje jom layan lagu~~ nganganga
It breaks my heart 'couse I know
you're the one for me
Don't you feel sad,
there never was a story, obviously
it'll never be, oh
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no
and You wouldnever know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you
With every smile comes my reality, irony
You won't find out what has been killing me
Can't you see me?
can't you see?
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
No no you'll never know
No no no you'll never know
No no no, love me, love me, love me, love me, no
and You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I need from you, no, no
You would never know
I would never show
What I feel, what I feel, what I feel
what I need, what I need from you, no
pikir sendiri ape tajuk lagu ni...kalau rasa-rasa berkenan la.
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